Nick was one of the most fearless people I have ever known, and I have encountered alot of people in my lifetime,
but no one even comes close to my Nick.....I try very hard daily to show strength and courage through
all of this, and this is what I have come up with hoping all who read Nick's website also find courage in reading
my thoughts in being Nick's MOM, the courage to face what life may bring you and never RUN from it:
You don't really recover, you adapt....the pain will always be there, a constant whisper, a constant nudge.
But maybe if we can advocate awareness, education and break down ignorrance, it wasn't just a TRAGEDY!!!!
By continuing to work through the horrible pain and facing it allows me to come to a place of peace.
Even when it seems I can't anymore....I must find a way, I must push through what is to come. No one is immune from
life.
It is human natrue to run and hide, but eventually it will find you....facing the unkown and dark moments with strength will
make you, who you were meant to be and open people eyes.
Life is for learning and some lessons are not so easily worked through, but working through them will show the world
anything is possible.
I always say Nick walks with us and is forever pushing us along this road...its up to us to continue to learn from this lesson
no matter how hard it may seem. Thank you for always praying, loving, talking about Nick, it means the world to our
family that every one near and dear to him has not forgotten and never forget. Keep trudging in the trenches, even when the mud gets
too high....find a WAY to LIVE.